Hi all,

I listen every day but just can’t muster the ability to call in because I break down and cry so easily.
I’m so thankful for all that I have and pray for everyone with horrible situations, which is why mine seems so simple.

I’ve recently broken up with a girl I was living with after 4 years. She was my first relationship after my divorce and she is still very much the love of my life. I have 2 children from my previous marriage and she took us all in and loved us at.
I recently came to the realization after 4 years of being hit, kicked, slapped, manipulated and talked down too, that I was involved in a toxic relationship and had to get out.

I left her 4 months ago but because we both work for the sake company, I hear about her and run into her quite frequently and It’s driving me crazy. Especially because the entire company is starting to believe she has a very bad drug habit. I didn’t think much of her possibly abusing her medication until I saw where she had snorted it one afternoon.
She has a very difficult job, the same job I had at her age, but because she is so type A, she has spun herself out trying to stay number one.

As much as I’m hurting, my prayer request is for her.
She needs help and she’s falling apart. She has a new man in her life which hurts but I know I can’t be with her right now.
I know she’s hurting because I left with my kids but I ALWAYS left the door open and kept begging for her to come back and let her know I will ALWAYS be her for her to which she has replied with hurtful lies.

I know that she is possibly a Narcissist and NO ONE in my family or friends want her in my life including, my kids.

I’m praying for a miracle that she can come back to reality and possibly back to me.

Will you please pray for her because my world has exploded again after my divorce in a way that scares me?

Love you all!

Blessings,
Zach