Hi all,

Over a week ago I realised that my wife of five years took our two beautiful kids aged 12 (step-son) and 2 (daughter) and left me. She didn’t say anything she just left.

I’ve been trying find out why but she doesn’t want say and has told me that I know why. I’m guessing she found out somehow about my pornography problem , which I’ve been trying to give up for a while. It happened before and I told her about it and we worked it out. But then I allowed myself to fall back into it and I couldn’t tell her this time because I knew it would break her heart. Now I know probably should have.

Right know I’m in a bad emotional state and I know she is too because I dearly love and miss my wife and kids and realised I’ve done wrong. I’ve been crying and praying. Even as I’m writing this I am crying.

I’ve also been working to establish communication with her so that we can talk about everything and work it out because I truly believe in our marriage and family. Also I don’t want our kids to go through this ordeal because of my mistakes as a husband. It’s not fair on them.

I am really, really sorry for what I have done and I would like us to reunite as husband and wife and a family.

I love and miss them and I know they miss me too.

Please join me in prayer for God to forgive me, to help me to repent and change as a husband, for my wife to forgive me and for us to reunite as husband and wife and a family.

Thank you