Hello community
Its been a minute.
I am asking for prayer for God to make things happen one way or another.

I am unhappily single, very lonely and am continually “fishing” for the woman God wants me to spend the rest of my life with. He did not bring me into this life with patients and thru two divorces and three failed relationships and now single I know he is teaching me, albiet very mentally and physically painful to be patient. But you see he also made me to be stubborn, ugh! In his word he says he doesnt want his children to be alone. But he also says that I will go thru struggles but take heart, he overcame the struggles. My problem is impatient. I keep trying to do this on my own.

I am on disability for a number of reasons. Cancer that is inoperable at the present time because it is eating on one of my kidneys and my other kidney is working at 50 percent. They cant operate as they would have to take the kidney because the tumor is touching it. Next reason is I have athritus in my back and ciataca in the lower nerves. Next reason is I have diabetes and am on insulin.

Last but not least. I went for a medical physical to get my medical card to be legal to drive commercially. My goal is to drive school bus part time and commercial bus part time. In other words, I want to transport students, coaches, elderly, individuals with physical and mental challenges. If I don’t pass the medical I don’t do this.

So I’m looking for guidance and answers . Its kind of a wait and see at this point with everything. Don’t get me wrong. I thankful every day I am alive, for what I have, which is a lot and the blessings he is providing.

Thannk you for your time.

chicagoman