Hi everyone , well it came, I went in the hospital Tuesday and came home Friday it was a total success. Thank you for your thoughts and prayers. They mean a lot to me. I’m still tired from lack of sleep from the hospital but I’ve been positive minded since yesterday. I actually don’t have to try as hard to remember how good God is and of His blessings. I’m able to catch myself really quickly and go back to being positive. The lack of sleep is a pain though. But I hope to regain it soon and continue in my path of emit healing. So far I’m able to say no to negative and stay positive sense yesterday morning. The staff went above and beyond to make sure I felt at home and comfortable while I was switching medication. So thankful to God for such a team. When I had my bad seizures I always feared of “ will I wake up tomorrow? Will I have a future ?” Leading up to my admission I was anxious, nervous, and scared as well as hopeful. While I was there all of that went away by the teams care.I’m going to try to see myself through others eyes. My true self and not be sad o hard on myself anymore. So far so good. Been on new meds sense Wednesday morning. Been waiting for this for I don’t know how long.the new medication will take six weeks to six months to take full effect. I never want to go back to how I was before my switch. Pray that I am able to move forward with my life, continue to look to God for all I need, say, and do in life, and that my head gets cleared so I can think straight finally. And that I can finally see myself as God sees me. And never again get caught up in anything that’ll hold me back or bring me back to any of my past. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼